Well, it's happened.
They're switching me to the Spanish Program!!!
I got the call from
President late Monday night. It was a short conversation (and it took
everything in me to keep it inside until transfer meeting today). He
simply said they have confidence that I would be a significant asset for
them in that area, and that this is the Lord's plan for me. With the
influx of new missionaries, and the odd numbers it just worked out. It
was kind of cool to hear the gasps and excited chatter from all the
missionaries today as President made the public switch. "Tongue nor pen"
can describe how I feel. This has been an answer to so many of my
prayers! God really does come through. Now I only hope I can do the same
for Him.
My
new companion is Hermana Word, from Las Vegas. Our area is Olney North.
It's just about a twenty minute drive south to the temple (if traffic
is good). We are going full steam ahead this next six weeks, and I think
it will be an eye opener for the both of us. There are countless
opportunities ahead, and I want to seize them all. I have never felt
such strength from the Lord before, and all I want to do is please Him.
God will help me to magnify my calling, and I know I will need to rely
on Him like I never have before. This will be an interesting chapter.
Pray for me...
In
other news, This last week, has been one of the most trying in my
mission so far. I had blockade after blockade hit me, almost to my
breaking point (mostly internal things: the adversary trying to drag my
thoughts toward worthlessness, and inadequacy). And yet on the other
extreme...this week has been one of the best.
We
met with Karla several more times, and now her whole family is
beginning to come back to church, (right now only her mom is a member,
but her older sister wants to be baptized as well). At our last meeting
with them yesterday, we said goodbye, and confirmed her date to be
baptized on August 25th. Each one of them shared their testimonies, and
there was no denying the pure, innocent, blossoming Spirit that was
present there. They will be an eternal family.
My
favorite part of the week was meeting with Brother Hutchinson. Brother
Hutchinson is what you would call an eternigator, (an eternal
investigator). He and his wife were first taught by the missionaries
back in the seventies. She got baptized. He did not. Since then, they
raised their children in the church, and they now have righteous
families of their own. Still, he never got baptized. Many missionaries
tend to shy away from/drop such individuals, because they have a well
known history with taking the lessons, (there is no new material to
cover, and it can be intimidating to approach someone so seasoned and
sure that they don't want what you are trying to offer them).
Well, such was not the case for my dear sweet companions, Sister Bowman,
Sister Tembo and myself.
With our
time in Laurel, we have each devoted time and energy to figuring out
God's plan for Brother Hutchinson, especially Sister Bowman. She spent
six months in Laurel. I spent six weeks. Yet, yesterday evening, as we
sat eating the vegetable stew he had prepared for us, we talked. And he
talked. And as he talked, we began to see the chinks in his cold hard
armor. He began to open up about his experiences with the missionaries.
He began to confess his secret desire to be a member...but no one had
ever worked for him to be. Every missionary who had ever come
into the Laurel ward must have known Brother Hutchinson. He came to
church every Sunday and sat with his wife. Third row from the front and
in the middle. If they missed his physical presence, they would have at
least heard the giggles from the little children who would flock to him
as he would tickle their faces with toothpicks during sacrament meeting
to keep them occupied. They would have eaten one of the many hamburgers
he cooked and flipped for all the ward BBQ parties. Or maybe even had a
brief, necessary conversation with him on his front porch as they
visited other investigators in the surrounding area. After all, he does
like to have a smoke or three every day in the comfort of one of his
shaded wicker chairs, quietly observing the neighborhood...
No one
had seen his potential. It wasn't their fault. He made sure to blend
well enough. But how many of those do we pass by on a daily, maybe even
hourly basis? I cringe to think of all those over the years I had not
"seen"...or at least allowed myself to see.
There is a
poem I shared at my farewell. It's one of my favorites, and has served
as a theme of mine throughout my mission. This is the last stanza:
And many a man with life out of tune, all battered and scarred with sin,
Is auctioned cheap to the thoughtless crowd, much like the old violin.
A mess of pottage, a glass of wine; a game - and he travels on.
He is "going once", and "going twice". He's going...and almost gone.
But the Master comes, and the foolish crowd never can quite understand...
But the Master comes, and the foolish crowd never can quite understand...
The worth of a soul...and the change that's wrought...
By the touch of the Master's hand.
Well,
there we sat at his kitchen table. The four of us. Quenching his
thirst. Having a meaningful, and much awaited conversation about the
deep doctrines of the gospel. No fluff. No tips of the iceberg. Just the
raw, rich principles we all know internally, but never get the chance
to voice much with recent embryonic converts, let alone new
investigators. Brother Hutchinson will be baptized. He admitted it
himself. He just needed to know that he was worth it. He never wanted to
be bought for a cheap price. He wanted us to work--to FIGHT--for
him. So we will. Because every child of God has divine value. And they
are so precious to Him.
As we gathered our things to leave. He stopped
us. We three stood, looking into his eyes. He just stared back. He
mentioned he felt a special bond between him and us. A bond he hadn't
felt in forty years. He inquisitively asked if we felt it too. With
tears in our eyes, we nodded. Then my sweet companion, Sister Bowman,
wisely brought to light, "You know, I've heard it said that on your
mission, you meet up with those friends you knew before this life." Then
smiling back at him, she firmly stated without any question, "Brother
Hutchinson, I think we knew each other once before." Suddenly it all
became so clear. Now I'm not sure what will immediately come of it, but I
think Brother Hutchinson figured out what he needed to do in that
moment. We left each feeling the same Divine love for our fellow
brother.
The second verse of the sacred hymn, Oh My Father, reads:
For a wise and glorious purpose
Thou hast placed me here on earth
And withheld the recollection
Of my former friends and birth;
Yet ofttimes a secret something
Whispered, "You're a stranger here,"
And I felt that I had wandered
From a more exalted sphere.
Gotta run. Take the time to find the "Brother Hutchinson's" in your lives. Each one is worth saving.
Hey, have I ever told you guys that I love you? ~Just sayin'.
Keep on keeping on.
Sister Graff
Enos 1:26-27
PS--Mama, Happy Birthday on Sunday! The family better be spoiling you rotten. Love you to pieces!!!
PPS--Adam,
hope your foot gets better, Bud. Man sitting on a throne all day, having
everyone feed you grapes sounds pretty tough. On behalf of the entire
family, I will pray for a quick recovery.
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